I literally just saw my ex for the first time in weeks…it was just in passing, I needed something in my car and I went outside in sweatpants, sandals, and a tshirt, so i looked pretty shitty, and she was on her way to a meeting, I was almost shocked, I said “hey where are you headed?” and she said “a meeting” and she seemed really happy and she looked gorgeous. But after that exchange…I usually get really upset, and I was kind of happy to see her, see how shes doing…see how her life is going…I know it was literally a 5 second interaction but I guess i wanted to see her, just to make sure shes ok..and shes happy, …thats all that matters to me. I know im still hung up on her but not nearly as much as I was. I have so many mixed feelings about this situation…I just dont know…maybe one day ill be as happy as I once was. Im working towards it, I deserve it, and that’s a step in the right direction for me.
Much love everyone. stay strong.